Dark clouds hover over my head
I'd be inhuman not to be depressed.
The curse of knowledge and empathy,
Has jeopardized my sanity.
The battles are not merely exterior:
They follow a federal structure.
The struggle is to disseminate what I know,
To ears which may not be eager listebers.
The struggle is to accept defeats,
On numerous fronts outside my control.
The struggle is to be persist my challenge,
In a war that overwhelmed all mortals.